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&&SHETOLDHERSELF 7 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
perfection. [Sunday February 11th, 2007 ♥ 9:47am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | AAR- it ends tonight ]

his eyes & his smile.
delight me so...

hah--2 weeks..<3ilu

&&SHETOLDHERSELF 3 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
so...EXCITEMENT! [Monday November 27th, 2006 ♥ 11:39am]
---im so got the Jimmy!! --if you want to hang out sometime over the week/end when im not busy let me know. im finaly freeeeeeee!

haha. calll loversss

&&SHETOLDHERSELF 4 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
kind of upset. [Monday November 6th, 2006 ♥ 2:07pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

--I don't have anybody to talk to anymore. I mean, I have my boyfriend..but I miss a social life so badly. I want to see him every moment I can, and I want to be able to kick it with everybody i've known for so long. Im kind of just, lost. I have nobody except my boyfrind, and maybe i don't want anything else.... I don't know.

Maybe I just wish people giving a shit, or pretending too.

&&SHETOLDHERSELF 1 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
OHMY! [Tuesday October 31st, 2006 ♥ 1:50pm]
i lovee adamm !!!! almost 6 months guys <3

&&SHETOLDHERSELF 3 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
[Thursday October 19th, 2006 ♥ 11:16am]
La Cordon Bleu--here i come!

&&SHETOLDHERSELF 10 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
guesss whattt!!! [Wednesday October 4th, 2006 ♥ 9:41am]
HAPPY TOMARROW BIRTHDAY! WOOHP!

L&MYG!


I'm in loveee! whooopp.
lemme know where ya'll at!

&&SHETOLDHERSELF 6 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
i could fall in love with him. [Thursday September 14th, 2006 ♥ 11:09am]

&&SHETOLDHERSELF 4 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
:] [Wednesday September 13th, 2006 ♥ 11:21am]
[ music | silenceee ]

Hey guys. Haven't written anythign substancial in a long while. Lemme know how all of you are doing. Im doing pretty good, exciting for this year to get over with, I'm trying to save up money so I can get an appartment after all this mess, hopefully i'll be moving in with my boyfriend, but you never know how those things go. Im just hopeing.

Other than my life being a nervous wreck, my summer was the most amazing one yet. you make me shine.

&&SHETOLDHERSELF 5 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
[Tuesday September 12th, 2006 ♥ 10:58am]
wow. haha.
guys!! --im happy.

IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
BOTHER [Tuesday June 13th, 2006 ♥ 11:46am]



IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
[Saturday June 10th, 2006 ♥ 10:55am]
Im willing to bet my life it's about him.
okay.

IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
[Thursday June 1st, 2006 ♥ 8:01am]
So thoughts of this boy make me orgasm!

&&SHETOLDHERSELF 4 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
you. [Monday May 15th, 2006 ♥ 7:46pm]
happy birthday beautiful.

&&SHETOLDHERSELF 3 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
[Friday February 10th, 2006 ♥ 7:49am]
Im never comming online again.
kthx

&&SHETOLDHERSELF 11 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
[Sunday January 29th, 2006 ♥ 10:12pm]
&&youhurtme;

why do people think it's okay
for them to do horrible things to other people;
as long as they apologize afterwards?


---my life is [somewhat] complicated&hurtful---
i try everyday to improve on somthing, and it's a big bullet to the face.
ive yet to meet somebody who makes me forget about my pain;my fears.
im still in the same spot as before i left, feeling confused and unwanted.

[i would be lying if i said i didnt love you']
teenage drama? maybe, but im grown up.
im..a grown up. --pick me up..just to throw me down.
i fucking promise im okay, fucking promise. ♥

ive pretty much have lead myself to beleive that the only thing in life worth waiting for
is happiness. ive never really analized what it feels like, but i see the smiles
of those who are happy, and it's somthing i dont want to miss out on. if i tried to explain it
you'd all think im crazy. am i crazy? where am i? ---OMFG. will you let me love you?

if i am
another waste of everything you've dreamed of
i will let you down
so your standing on the ledge
it looks like you might fall

so far down
-------------++

you tell me im so beautiful inside; all i am is an empty pit.
without you i have nothing; i am nothing.




my sarcasum has a price; along with my reactions.
i told you i was sorry;hesaidhedidntmeanit.

ill never forgive myself for this.

It's been forever since ive seen your face; twodaystoolong.

&&FORYOU;

Just think of this and me
As just a few of many things to lie around
To clutter up your shelves
&I wish you weren't worth the wait
Because there's some things
I'd like to say to you...


♥amandakth. +
on the walls& on the shelves
she huung up pictures of herself.

FRIENDS ONLY
COMMENT&ORADDME.

&&SHETOLDHERSELF 17 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
[Sunday January 29th, 2006 ♥ 5:30pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Am i that fucking ugly?
i swear to god, im gonna kill myself.


fuck this being grown up thing, its tearing me apart.

FUCK this. fuck it.

IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
[Saturday January 28th, 2006 ♥ 6:04pm]
whattttt?
DRUNK WHAT>!?
♥


holyyyyy fuck!

&&SHETOLDHERSELF 1 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
[Thursday January 26th, 2006 ♥ 3:46pm]
Friday is going to be good, first since last friday.

im so confused about everything, what am i supposed to do chels?
what. :/

&&SHETOLDHERSELF 2 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
Fucked up. [Monday January 23rd, 2006 ♥ 11:06am]
What the fuck have I been doing?
Getting into major trouble.
WTF. --hes so beautiful. :'(

&&SHETOLDHERSELF 8 ♥♥IDLOVEHIMFOREVER;
[Wednesday January 18th, 2006 ♥ 9:12am]
snow snow snow.
I HATE YOU

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